I am interested in the process. I am interested in why I'm the way I am. I love cows, but I eat them. It's infuriating. I tried being a vegetarian for a while and it didn't feel right, nor honest. I eat meat. I don't do it however without thought about the animals life I've consumed. It's strange you know, this life. So Beautiful, yet so brutal and violent at times. Our friends own a beautiful ranch on the Musselshell and they take good care of their animals and land. Blizzards and drought most years, hard work. Most couldn't do it. I stopped by either place each Spring to see the calves.